motoko Moonwall

She sent a message which encouraged her friend before but it is also her last word why she devoted all her energy into building museums.

<< I wouldn't say hang in there. >>
I tell you I neither believe in nor expect a reward from this miserable world.
It is exactly the same with all the people around me including my family.
I never expect affection, friendship or sympathy to me from them.
They change quite readily with time and are too uncertain to be relied on.

It is a rare fortune if they continue even a short period.
It is indeed so as I believe that no one can really understand me and share the feeling with me.

I am no one else but me, and am alone in this void and dark, billions light-years-wide universe.

And yet, I try hard to do as far as I can to improve this insignificant, miserable, and uncertain social world and to connect people who can't understand one another.
I do it not for others but for myself.

Before long, I'll cease to breathe and I'll be reduced to nothingness.
I firmly believe that there is no afterlife. I'll be completely lost and nothing will be left behind me.

However, at this last moment, I'll be able to shout to the void which will soon fully embrace me,

"Shit! Over my dead body! Anyway, I did all I could do!"

motoko Newall / Jun Takamoto (translated by Sayully Noel)

Chaos and Climate Prediction Abyss Observatory, Farwell (161, 175, 3501) http://maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Farwell/161/175/3501 Chaos water wheel of Edward Lorenz and his computer, Royal McBee's LPG-30. See Chaos water wheel
Earth and Life Evolution Abyss Observatory, Farwell (173, 184, 3401) http://slurl.com/secondlife/Farwell/174/184/3401 Abyss Observatory (125, 116, 158) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/Abyss Observatory/125/116/159 4.6 billion years history of Earth and Life evolution. See YouTube
Verne's Nautilus Reconstruction St Michel - the Jules Verne Museum, Lily (191, 215, 1506) http://slurl.com/secondlife/Lily/191/216/1507 Abyss Observatory (191, 213, 1506) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/Abyss Observatory/191/213/1506 Yan Lauria, motoko Moonwall reconstructed Jules Verne's Nautilus based on original novel faithfully using Aley(Arcadia Ashylum)'s interior of her Nautilus. See Web Site/ Guided tour
Motoko Museum of Art History The Science Circle (162, 189, 3775) http://slurl.com/secondlife/The%20Science%20Circle/163/190/3775 Abyss Observatory (444, 187, 3942) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/Abyss Observatory/444/188/3942 See Right Eye’s Art vs. Left Eye’s Art?/ YouTube
motoko's workbench of Art History Abyss Observatory (381, 127, 3591) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/Abyss Observatory/382/127/3591 motoko added many lines and objects on the Modern Museum (Yan and comet) for finding relation between Art and human's thoughts.
renja Rae Radio Studio renja Rae Radio. Vional (170, 219, 21) http://slurl.com/secondlife/Vional/171/219/21
Tsukubai in front of the Japanese tea room Jabara Land 1st, Jabara Land (56, 31, 502) http://slurl.com/secondlife/Jabara%20Land/56/32/502 A tsukuba is a washbasin provided at the entrance to holy places.
Otaru Canal in Hokkaido, Japan otaru1 (144, 209, 23) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/otaru1/145/209/23 See YouTube
Summer festival venue and Tomioka church in Otaru city otaru2 (167, 195, 31) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/otaru2/168/195/31
Armillary sphere stage takoyaki (144, 120, 22) @ JOGrid hop://jogrid.net:8002/takoyaki/141/149/22 See YouTube
Dream Flower Radio Dream Flower Radio, Vional (127, 218, 4055) http://slurl.com/secondlife/Vional/127/219/4056

Memory of motoko Moonwall